[FF同人翻译][~*~Dying with You~*~][~*~为你而死 ~*~]
[~*~Dying with You~*~]
[~*~为你而死 ~*~]
The first part is Harry';s point of view and the second part (which I will add later) would be Sirius'; view. :cid27:
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第一部分是Harry的看法，第二部分（我晚一点会加）将是天狼星的看法。
： cid27 ：
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You were my father.
你是我的父亲。
You helped me, guided me. You loved me as a son, and I loved you as I would have loved my father.
你帮助我，指导我。你爱我，像爱自己的儿子；
You were my brother.
你是我的兄弟。
Because family isn’t defined by blood.
因为亲属并不仅限于血缘。
You were my friend.
你是我的朋友。
You made me laugh, you let me cry... you understood, Sirius. You were the only one who did...
你使我笑了，你让我哭了...你知道，天狼星。你是唯一这样做的人...
You were my family.
你是我的亲属。
And I loved you. d#amn you! Why did you have to go, Sirius!? Why did you have to die!!??
并且我爱你，信任你！为什么你必须走，天狼星!?为什么你必须死!!??
And as I see you fall through the veil every night in my dreams, your death is replayed, over and over, as if it were recorded on a muggle video tape, the scene rewinding and playing in my brain endlessly... mercilessly...
并且我每晚都在梦中看见你消失在帐子后面，你的死亡一次又一次的重现，就像被记录在麻瓜录像带上似的，这个场景缠绕着我，在我的脑海中浮现……无止境地，残忍地……
I never knew what it was like to have a family... to love, to be loved. I would sit in my room for hours on end when I was younger, staring at the ceiling with watery eyes, trying to imagine what my mum and dad were like... wondering if my life would have been different if it weren’t for their deaths. Or if it would be the same.
我从不知道家的感觉，爱和被爱的感觉。在我小时候，我曾经连续几个小时坐在我房间里，用湿润的眼睛凝视着天花板，努力想象我妈妈和爸爸的样子...想象如果他们没有死我的生活是否将不同。或者它是相同的。
I always wondered, especially, what a father would be like. To be loved and cared for, to be proud of... to want to grow up just like him, do just what he does.
. 我总是想知道，特别是，父亲是什么样的。会爱我，照管我，为我自豪...让我像他那样成长，做他做过的事。
I remember parent-teacher conferences, where the kids brought in their parents to meet the professors of the school.
我记得家长会，这时，孩子们领着他们的父母去见学校的教授。
I remember, also, being the only child in the class without my family. I would stare around at my peers as they pointed to drawings they did on the wall, their parent’s faces lighting up with pride as they hugged their child, giving them words of comfort and love I would never understand.
我同样记得，我是唯一没有亲属的孩子。我愿意凝视着我的同学，他们指着他们在墙壁上画的图画，他们家长的脸上充满了骄傲，拥抱他们的孩子，对他们说我从不了解的表示安慰和爱的话语。
Because, in truth, I was a zombie: a kid who has never been loved. Without love, there IS no child. There is just a corpse... a body that just functions, only hoping for the time of day when they could finally rest upon their bed and shut their eyes, hoping they would wake up tomorrow... hoping it was all just a terrible dream. Maybe, just maybe, one morning I would wake up and have my parents come home for me...
因为，事实上，我是一个怪人：一个不被爱的孩子。没有爱，就没有孩子。只有一具尸体...一具行尸走肉，仅仅希望一天最终能在床上闭上眼睛，希望明天能被叫醒...希望一切只是一个可怕的梦的。也许，仅仅是也许，某天早晨我醒来后，我的父母会回家...
But no. I didn’t have a family... I was the boy with the taped up glasses, with the clothes that were three sizes too big, and with the hair that would never brush down. I was the poor, bullied boy that was teased, hated, unloved. But I didn’t care about that. I was used to pain and sorrow.
但是，没有。我没有亲属...我是一个戴着用胶带粘好的眼镜，穿着大了三倍的衣服，并且永远梳不平头发的男孩子。我是一个贫困，沉默的男孩子，被欺负，被讨厌，不被喜爱。但是，我从不关心那些。我习惯于痛苦和悲伤。
And then I met you, Sirius. I met you, and I learned what it was like to have a family. I never thought I would be lucky enough, but my luck ran out.
然而，我见到了你，天狼星。我见到了你，并且有了家的感觉。我没想到我会如此幸运，但是，我的运气用尽了。
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