[FF翻译同人] The feelings of JUNEYEAH- JUNEYEAH 的日记
[这个贴子最后由luxiaohui2在 2004/05/15 06:09pm 第 2 次编辑]
The feelings of JUNEYEAH
By: JUNEYEAH
原文：
31st of March was the first time in hpfans cheating people, actually it wasn';t my own idea, all of the 级长s in hpfans are planning to do something weird in April Fool';s Day, because everybody wants something exciting during the boring study life. They have got different ideas for the April Fool';s Day';s activities, and I gave them my idea of the activity: I will say I will leave FF forever (although it is not true), and to see what my friends in FF will react. Then the 帖子 you saw about I want to say good bye was my plan~~
But when I saw your replies, I felt guilty, you treated it so seriously, I want to laugh, but I can';t, you are really sad... I shouldn';t cheat your real feeling... I didn';t know that I was important to you anyway... I was really really happy to have friends like you beside me~~
I want to say: ‘It wasn’t'; true! But you know it was for the April Fool';s Day, so I decided to make it real.
Sorry for the sadness I brought you, sorry for that~~ Hope you will forgive me......
Hpfans is another home of mine... You may not know that I';m actually feeling really lonely in Britain, I haven';t got any Chinese classmates, I';m the only foreign student in my year. Although I have some Korean friends, but as you know, they are different... They can';t share anything with me, probably only some chat... But then I found hpfans, I found FF(it was called English at that moment), I can';t write Chinese so I came to FF and chat in English, I';ve found my own myself in FF again, I got so many Chinese friends who can even talk English to me!!! I feel so happy~~
Then because I was busy with me study again, so I stopped going to hpfans for some time. Then the lonely feeling surrounded me again, I can';t stand that, so I came back. I try to join as many activities here in hpfans as I can, and then not a long time later, hpfans begin to select 级长s, and FF is lack of 级长, so I applied, I just wrote what they asked me to wrote, when they were asking people join the election, I got the highest proportion of supporters, I was so so so happy~~ So that was how I became the 级长of FF~~ I';m so proud of myself~~ And I';m so proud of FF to have such nice people like you around to support it~~ I';m so happy~~
What is the most important thing in the world? My feeling at the moment is: Friendship, if we haven';t got it, we will be lonely to death!!! I will pressure the friendship with you forever!! Thank you for standing by my side!!
I just wrote down what I';ve just felt, so there';s not much order in the words, hope you don';t mind~~ ^_^
Love you~~ ^_^
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翻译：
3月31号是在哈爱第一次欺骗大家，其实这不是我的想法，每位级长都准备在愚人节那天做一些奇怪的事，因为每人都想在无聊的学习生活中做些刺激的事情。他们都有不同的想法用来在愚人节来骗人，而我也贡献了我自己的想法：我将会说我以后从此要离开FF（尽管这不是事实），我也要看看我的一些朋友会怎样反应。所以你们所看到的那个说我要说再见的帖子是我的计划。
但当我看到你们的回答，我感到有罪，你们这么认真地对待它，我想笑，但我不能，你们很悲伤。。。。。。我不应该欺骗你们真正的感觉。。。。。。但我并不知道我对你们是这么的重要。。。。。。我是非常非常高兴有你们这些朋友陪着我~~
我想说：“那不是真的！但你知道那是愚人节，所以我决定让它变成事实。
我对我给你们带来的悲伤道歉，真得很对不起~~我希望你们能原谅我。。。。。。
哈爱是我的另一个家。。。。。。你可能不会知道我其实在英国很孤独，我们有任何中国同学，在我那个年级，就我一个是从外国来的。尽管我有一些韩国朋友，但你也知道，他们不同。。。。。。他们不能和我分享任何东西，或许只是聊天罢了。。。。。。但然后我找到了哈爱，我找到了FF（在那个时候叫English），因为我不能写中文所以我就来FF用英文聊天，我在FF又找回了自我，我有那么多的中国朋友可以用英文与我聊天，我真的是太高兴了~~
后来是因为我的学习，所以我停止来哈爱了一段时间。然后那孤独的感觉又那样环绕着我， 我经受不了孤独，所以我又回来了。我试着尽可能的参加任何哈爱的活动，然后不久，哈爱开始选级长了，而且FF缺少级长，所以我申请了，我只是写了那些他们想让我写的东西，当他们要选举时，我得到了最多的支持者，我是有多么的高兴~~这就是我怎么当上FF的级长~~我很为我自己骄傲~~而且我也为能有像你们这么好的人来支持FF而骄傲~~我很高兴~~
什么是世界上最重要的东西？我现在感到的是：友情，如果我们没有它，我们就会孤独死了！！！我会永远当你的朋友！！谢谢你们能跟我在一起！！
我只是写下我现在的感受，所以这篇文章的顺序不整洁，希望你不要介意~~ ^_^
爱你们~~ ^_^ :em31:
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