Fell in love with Kelly Clarkson recently, her songs of course. And yes, her Break Away. Many people say her second album is kind of rock instead of her old fashioned pop, like Avril Levigne’s (actually, Kelly Clarkson’s Break Away is written by Avril Levigne), but I liked the second album better. Most people heard Break Away from Princess Diaries Two, but oddly enough, I didn’t recognize it until I heard it on the radio, since I’ve also seen the movie. Got a bad memory, I suppose.
Just thought an interesting insight. I’ve been busy all last week volunteering at an elementary school, looking after kids, which is fun actually. Been playing games all week long with kids. I hadn’t even realized that how much I’ve forgotten for a long time. And that week, helped me to pick up my old self again, the cheerful and joyful one, and left this always-angry-teen behind. Although I still have to get up early and miss some hours of “beauty sleep” and put up with energetic ten-year-olds all day long, but the good deeds I’ve done during the week with the kids and colleagues make all that hour I missed worth while. What can I say? That volunteer job is actually the best one I’ve had so far. Well, comparing reading endless books to six-year-olds(whom are in the age range I’m not good handling at); walking three hours straight to sell expensive souvenirs at a free convention; standing eight hours and get up at five in the morning just to direct traffic or play with kids around ten which I’m actually good with handling? I’d prefer the latter, no matter what. God, I’m leaving my point here. So here’s my point, when you are actually enjoying your normal life with lots of fulfilling things to do, you won’t be thinking about going on to the Internet and trying to find out what your net friends are doing or go on to a BBS. It might sound confusing, but it’s the truth. Going on the Internet is to implement the part of you which you can’t be fulfilled in the actual life. Like having more friends and people to talk to. I once found that feeling but now, I’ve sort of lost it. Because now I know I still have a lot to do, I’m in fact enjoying what I do now, and I still have a lot to plan for my grade 11 year. I mean, going on the Internet is just to escape the reality. I’m not saying that only psychos going on Internet, but that reality is much better than fantasies.
Parents, they don’t seem to get along so well with growing up teenagers. Mine are no exception. They thought they understood me and everything, but in fact, they don’t. Face it; parents should call it quit when they get the idea that they don’t understand teenagers. When they are trying too hard, they’ll seem all desperate; when they thought they succeeded, they will never let you live down to it. Well, just know one thing, no matter what; your parents are always behind you.
Nah, I’m only babbling…
后记：
我写这些是为大家写个参照物，所以以后大家也都知道该写什么了。可以像我这样搞个连载，或者只是一篇短文。我这个形式像个journal，所以哈，也不一定非要参照我的呀，有些创意总是好的嘛。
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