如下不知所云的杂乱文字。
In memory of Professor Albus Dumbledore
花一下午看完了HBP。
‘It's going to be all right, sir,' Harry said over and over again, more worried by Dumbledore's silence than he had been by his weakened voice, 'We're nearly there... I can Apparate us both back...don't worry...'
'I am not worried, Harry,' Said Dumbledore, his voice a little stronger despite the freezing water,'I'm with you.'
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’Now I see, you are-'
'Dumbledore's man through and through,' Harry said, 'that's right.'
看这一段的时候我觉得自己很久以前就已经死去。为了那个完全不存在的老者毫无理由的绝望。为他真实的脆弱，恐慌，为那个被认为能解决任何问题的老人终于在莹绿的光圈中做好了谢幕的准备。为他死后那个终于要独自面对一切的孩子在葬礼后让人心碎的坚强和忠诚，为那句Dumbledore's man through and through,那些在动荡和毁灭中建立起来的忠诚和信任。
然而即使忠诚永远存在我还是无可控制地绝望了。我不知道是不是就这样失去了翘盼童话里美满幸福结局的最后权利，是不是任何东西也不能再让罗琳放弃她构建在泪水和绝望上的灰黑色的不朽。
是不是我终于也终于应该到了抛弃童话的年代，去隐藏起忧伤在混沌中踏出自己的舞步，然后学会长大。
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