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[原创] 随笔—String Less

[这个贴子最后由luxiaohui2在 2004/08/24 06:31pm 第 3 次编辑]

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  [equote][color=#FFA500]咳咳，终于又出来一篇文章来了，但又是一篇随笔，我的主力还是在我写的那片小小说上。我可能会在学其中间写多一点，因为现在懒得连灵感都跑掉了。但是，you will never know，说不定哪天我又来一个长篇的，因为writting is my nature。现在就请欣赏吧！[/color][/equote]

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  [b]Samsara, what a weird word, I have to use my Chinese dictionary to find it. But at least, I know it now; it means that the indefinitely repeated cycles of birth. Really, I believe in it, I believe that I have a “before-life”; it’s just that I don’t remember it.
                               —First thought[/b]
  I believe samsara; maybe it’s some kind of religion rules or anything but no matter what, it’s something that I believe in. They can come in all kind of forms: animals, plants… Or anything. Once when I was reading The Diaries of Anne Frank, I believe strongly that I was Anne who returns to life. It was naïve when I think back, but sure, everybody need to believe something to believe in, if we don’t have one, we will lost our hopes to live.
  Sitting on the hill that’s full of grass, looking up at that bright blue sky, have my diary opened up in front of me… How can everything seems so normal when somebody had just gone? I don’t get it. When I just got that message from his wife, I was shocked, all I can say, “Oh, my.” Words simply failed me; my brain went totally blank… How can a kind person just “puff” and gone? It’s just simply untrue, unreal, doesn’t make any sense… Really, I just met him a week ago, although he’s in an emergency room, but he can talk, he can smile and everything, it was so normal, like a human being. But now… It’s not that I’m so close to him and everything, it’s just that he’s the first person I know to leave to another place, not even for my grandparents, they are so healthy, and live well. I never felt what “death” is taste like… Shaking… Failing… Mad… Scary… Just one word? Or all those words together? Emotions are a complicate and scary thing, we may never know…
  Just like a kite flying without a string, without any worries, without any after thoughts, just fly, through those white clouds and gone, fly high away to another unknown world… Who knows how many kites are lost everyday? How many families are heartbreaking everyday? That amount nobody will know from heart, not just like plain numbers. People are greedy, nobody will understand how hard to let go a kite except someone who once loved them. His wife was shaking not to let her tears out when she told us, that was a true example of how to being strong, how to give up when you have to, how to remember someone by heart…
  All I can say is get on with your life; the person will live, not as a human being but in your hearts for forever. Don’t hold on the past, look ahead, everything will be waiting for you. Along with all those, we need to enjoy our lives. When you finally realize that, you have ruined your life too far. And remember you may never know, everything could happen, just like samsara.
[b][color=#1E90FF][align=center]~The End~[/align][/color][/b]

  [b]注释：其实我再写这篇文章以前也不知道samsara这个词，我是用字典查出来的，它的意思也就是“轮回”。[/b] :21:
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[原创] 随笔—String Less

咳咳~~~
不是很好~~~

[原创] 随笔—String Less

你写的？不错

[原创] 随笔—String Less

是我写的，但不觉得怎么样~~~

[原创] 随笔—String Less

挺好的。人就应该守望未来：人往高处走，水往低处留。只是回顾过去怎么能进步呢？伤心事是必然存在的，俗话说：化悲愤为力量，就是这个道理。只要向前看，一切都会变好的。

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是啊！人都说时间能愈合一切~~~